Deuteronomy 34:1-12
There is no denying the fact that we live in an
instant gratification, results oriented society. Our stomach grumbles so we must eat now! This is why there is a fast food restaurant
on nearly every corner. We get upset
when politicians take too long to keep their campaign promises. What do you mean you haven’t solved all the
world’s problems in your first six months in office? What are we paying you for
anyway? We fall victim to get rich quick schemes
because we want our money to grow faster so we can retire early. We take diet pills and drink really horrible
smoothies that taste like dirt so that we can lose weight faster. And if we don’t lose 10 pounds in the first
week we are off to some other fad diet.
We live in a world where we want what we want, we want it now and we
don’t really want to have to work to get it.
Or maybe we have worked really hard at our jobs, at church or with our
families and we get frustrated when things don’t turn out the way we expect or
get the appreciation we think we deserve.
What do you mean I have worked this hard and now I have been over looked
for a promotion? I did all this work,
and no one even said a measly thank you! It’s not fair!
The church doesn’t escape this part of our culture. Often times, we only want to do
things if we think it will get measurable results like an instant boost in
attendance, membership and giving. We
have charities we support but we want to see pictures and hear stories of how
they use our money. We give our time,
energy and money but when we don’t see instant results we begin to question…what’s
the point? We want to know how our
actions will have an impact. It is a
natural thing to feel this way.
I know I get frustrated sometimes when I show up for a
mission event and they don’t have something specific planned for me to do. I want to be able to see the results of my
efforts as much as anybody else. Even
when I know the point is to just be present with someone I feel like I should
be doing something- what can I do to help?
Can I bring you dinner? Can I
help clean your house? Even prayer
sometimes turns into something I can “do” for someone else. We don’t
feel right if we aren't busy and getting results- even if that result is just a
thank you or a smile.
Knowing that we live in a culture and a church that
feels this way and encourages us to feel this way and knowing that it is easy
for me to get caught up in this I was a little put aback to read our scripture
for today.
God sends Moses to the highest peak in the mountains
between the wilderness and the Promised Land.
It is a sight for sore eyes! You
can almost imagine what Moses saw. The barren land behind him where they had to depend
on God for every meal and in front of him lush green valleys full of date
trees, olive trees, pomegranates, Almonds, grapes… my mouth waters just thinking about
it. Instead of
dry parched land he sees rivers and the Mediterranean Sea in the distance. He is standing on a mountain in what is now
modern day Jordan and is able to see every mile of what we now know of as
Israel. He can see a whole country from
his vantage point- his country for his nation!
This is perfection; the land flowing with milk and honey. Then God says the kicker… Thanks for getting
our people here but you can’t have it.
What do you mean I can’t go in? I would be so angry at God if I were
Moses. I would think…I have worked so hard
to get these complaining, aggravating and rough necked people here and now
you’re telling me I can’t actually go in? I have spent 120 years following you
and doing what you tell me to do and now my pay check’s going to bounce? This isn’t fair! I just want to taste one grape, one drop of
honey then I will know that it has all been worth it.
But this isn’t a surprise to Moses. If I had remembered what came before I
wouldn’t have been surprised either. Moses
is told 40 years earlier that he will never enter the Promised Land. If you remember, they had already arrived at
this place once, 40 years earlier. They sent
in spies to scope out the land and yet they didn’t trust God enough to deliver
them so God sends the Israelite people back into the wilderness for 40 more
years. Moses knew all along that he would never taste the
honey, never walk on lush green pastures, never swim in the rivers of the Promised
Land and yet he continued to lead the people of God anyway. Maybe he thought God would change his mind. Maybe he thought if I lead them well enough,
if I don’t mess up any more, if they start doing what God wants then I will be
allowed in. Maybe Moses was thinking
this but I think Moses probably understood what we struggle so hard to comprehend…
it isn’t about the results it is about
the journey, it is about following
God, loving people, and living into the life that God has so graciously given
us.
This is not an easy thing to understand. When we go to the local soup kitchen to serve
dinner for example… it isn’t about serving dinner. Yes, it is about providing a service to
people who are hungry but it is more than that.
It is about spending time with people who may never feel valued and all
of a sudden they see your love for them and Christ in your presence and that
you genuinely care about them and recognize that they are valued then their
world is changed. We may not see it.
We may fuss because it is the same people coming in day after day, year
after year. We may think- what’s good
does this really do if they still need these services? Their life situation may
not have changed but being loved despite their life conditions is heart and
soul changing…Sending pencils to students or thank you notes to
teachers at the Elementary school may not result in visitors in our
church. We may never even know if they
get them but the simple act of freely and unselfishly doing something kind and
loving changes not only the receiver of the gift but the giver as well.
When I go to Venezuela, there are days when I “do”
stuff like paint in the clinic or take them things that they cannot find in the
stores like Ibuprofen and laundry detergent and yes, I can look at those things
and say… look at all the good we did… but I often find that the ministry really happens in
the car on the way to the children’s home, at the lunch table or while trying
to learn Spanish and teach English with my new friends. This is when real ministry happens- I may
never see some of them again but in our time I saw Christ in their lives and I
hope and pray they saw Christ in mine.
I imagine Moses did cry out “It’s not fair” to God
and when that didn’t work, maybe he then tried to use the dependence card. Lord, you know how easily distracted they
are. We both know they are going to
struggle when they get to the Promised Land.
They need me Lord! How will they
ever survive without me? But this wasn’t going to work either. At some point Moses had to learn to trust God
and trust the Israelite people to use what they had learned. Joshua was going to be their leader now and
no, he was no Moses but it was time for new leadership in a new world and time
to trust that God will go with them even when Moses can’t. Maybe they would squander all that Moses felt like
he had created. Maybe they would waste
all the gifts God was giving them in this new paradise. Maybe they would but maybe it was time to let
them do it own their own anyway.
Our missionary and I talked recently about how to gauge whether or not we had made an impact on the lives of
people we meet on mission trips or even while serving in our own
community. Sometimes it is easy- we see
a ditch that has been dug, a wall that has been built or cans of food donated. But often times we are simply planting
seeds. Burying the love of Christ deep
in a person’s soul for someone else to water and God to harvest at a much later
date.
Sometimes people resent the fact that what we build
doesn’t get used in the way it was intend to be used or we feel that the gift
is being abused or the giver taken advantage of and for some that is extremely
frustrating. But our job as Christians,
as peopling caring for God’s people is not to dictate their faith or how they
use the gifts they have been given but to simply give the gift. And there is joy in the giving, just knowing
that you have shared God’s love with someone else. Moses is the ultimate missionary. He spent his life proclaiming the word and
will of God to people desperate to know God better. He spent years walking beside them, going
through the wilderness with them, teaching, guiding, shaping and loving a
people who at times didn’t really want his kind of love. But because he walked those 40 years just like they
did; He was hungry when they were hungry, thirsty when they were thirsty and
tired when they were tired, he could understand their misery. He walked alongside those he intended to help
showing love and compassion not only in the easy times when manna and quail
were plentiful but when the desert sun dried their throats and their feet
became blistered on the sun scorched earth. And when it was time for his life to end, he put his
faith in God that the work he had begun would be continued through Joshua in
new ways he may have never imagined.
God is not calling us to a check list of obligations
that need to be accomplished. God is
calling us to a lifelong commitment to be his missionaries in this world- to
walk with those who desperately need a relationship with Christ. Not just to show up and offer assistance and doing thing for “those people” but to live, work and play with them; building
relationships with people whose only contact with Christ may be through you and
who need to know they are loved by Christ as much as we do.
Like Moses there may never be a tangible reward for
this life of ministry but the joy comes in serving, in knowing you are living
life the way God intended for you to live it, and trusting that God can do
amazing things in and through us if only we are willing.
